News Flash!

As many of you don't know, my life sucks right now. And today it got a whole lot suckier. Yeah, suckier is a word. I got a big fat bomb dropped on me and well, I can't really say that I was surprised because I have seen it coming for a long time but still, not pleasant. Also, it leaves a lot of unanswered questions.

Normally, I would turn to friends in this instance but they are on vacation still. There is only one person I want to talk to right now and we aren't. Again, suck feast.

So, I pose the question, what do you do when you can't do anything? Cry? Check. Curl up in a ball? Done. Pray lots? Ahuh...

Anyways, just having one of those why now? moments and just thought I would share.

A New Year

In two days, we will ring in a new year. There will be parties and toasting (non-alcoholic beverages, of course!) and if your lucky, even a kiss at midnight. But everything boils down to one thing: a fresh start. A brand new 365 days to spend however you want, so choose wisely.

If you are like me, you're hoping for an awesome year filled with every dream come true! Or you could be sad that '09 is coming to a close because maybe it was a great one. Either way, look out because 2010 is coming! A chance to change, do better, or keep-on trucking is heading your way!

So in light of the upcoming year, here are a few resolutions I have:

1) Pass the BOC the first time. :o)
2) Stop being such a girl (notice I said "such", not stop being a girl altogether. I happen to like being a girl...)
3) Spend more time with my family. After all, they will always be there.

Well that is a good start. Here's hoping they last longer than the first week of January.

Confused. Or Am I?

Ever thought you liked someone to turn around and realize that you really didn't? Or better yet, have you ever liked someone and didn't realize it for a really long time? If you just answered yes to both of these questions, then congratulations! You could be me...

I did something this week that was really hard for me (and no, I am not referring to graduation!) and while I am very glad that I did it, I am over it. I realize this is all very vague and no one has any idea what I am talking about. Well, that's kinda the point. Anyways, while I was in the middle of deciding whether or not to do this particular thing, I realized that I actually liked someone else.

It had been glaring me in the face all along and I guess I was just ignoring it because everyone else could see it but me. Now my problem starts all over again. Oh dear. If anyone knows a solution, let me know. In the meantime, I am just silently waiting. For what? I couldn't really say. We will all just have to wait and see together.

Cause We Are The Champions!

Vegas: The Sequel. Don't get me wrong, the first trip was fun but this time doesn't even compare. My week was filled with buffets, practices, hitting up the hospitality suite and having a great time. Saturday night I went to see Phantom of the Opera with Phillip and that ranks high on my list of cool things that I did during the trip. I also hit up the outlet mall. What, I am a girl after all...:o)

Nothing can compare with being in that stadium again, with the guys in their throwbacks, destroying OSU. What a way to end the season and a great going away present for the Seniors. To all of those graduating: best of luck with everything. To all the underclassmen: now it's your turn so make the most of it. And to all the boys: thanks for a great season and for all the memories!

I am sad that football is now over but I am happy that it happened. I would never have traded this experience for anything. The friends I made, I injuries I saw/treated and the things I was able to do were so worth it. Sorry that this turned into a reminiscent post.

Well, sigh, now that I am home, I guess I should probably go do my Christmas shopping since it is tomorrow....Happy trails!

P.S. That is Phillip in the picture above on the right holding his gatorade bottles. lol.

One Left!!!

I only have one more final and then I am done. Forever. ! Yeah, that's right.

Also, it's packing time. Peace out Provo, here I come Vegas.

And, I got the job at the MTC.

Life is GREAT right now. :o)

That is all. Just thought you all should know.

It's That Time Again...

Yup, finals are here. But guess what? This is my last finals week of my undergraduate! Yippee! On Thursday, I was in my D&C class with Jackie when it dawned on me, I am done! Class is over for me, as of right now! I told her, that finals pending, I was a college graduate and she got a shocked look on her face and said "Oh my gosh! You're right!" It was pretty funny.

So it's been awhile since I have been on here. A few things have happened. I don't even know who reads this thing but if anyone doesn't know, I am going down to Las Vegas for the bowl game with the team. I also have a job interview on Monday, working at the MTC in the athletic training room. Life is just ever-changing for me right now. I can't wait!

I have been go, go, go the last week trying to get all my assignments in and all my papers written and everything done before classes ended. Now I just have finals every morning and practice every afternoon. Then I leave on Friday. It is going to be a big purging of stress too because I will finally be able to breathe and that thing that you are supposed to do at night in bed, I think it's called sleep but I can't remember.

Anyways, I am ready for finals to be done. I hate finals week. It's super stressful and I was never a big fan of studying/ cramming so all of this combined equals not fun for Angela. However, it's kinda like summer all over again. My parents got me a ticket to Hawaii for my birthday to go visit my best friends/ roommates at their houses there, but I had to finish up two independent study classes first and I only had two weeks. It was a hard push but great motivation. Similar thing now.

Well, back to studying. Yay.

We Did It!!!

Well we did it! I always new that my boys in throwback blues would pull it out in the end. And talk about a last second victory too. I hate close games because I am pretty sure I have a heart attack every time! Speaking of the throwbacks, they were super awesome and I loved them so much! I would not be the least bit upset if we went back to them for good. Just saying. But it was awesome to work the game and be able to support the guys and be apart of the epic victory. yes, I did rush the field. And then when I reached the mosh pit, I realized I was supposed to be guarding our stuff on the sideline so I fought the crowd and ran back. It was a great day. One that I don't think I will ever forget.

I am getting really anxious for the end of the semester so I can stop having to worry about when that paper is due and how I am going to make time to study for those midterms that are in the same week. But then whenever I think about that, I wonder to myself, what will I fill my time with??? I am taking the BOC in January (I officially started the registration process tonight!) but then after that...? Yeah, the whole question mark says a lot. As in I don't know. Which is scary.

As of right now, I am leaving Utah this summer. To where you ask? I have absolutely no idea. Wherever I am supposed to go. It makes me super happy to start over totally new and try to be independent but at the same time it terrifies me at the thought of starting over totally new and trying to be independent. Who knows what will happen. Stay tuned. Plus, I still have to graduate first! :o)

If anyone knows of an athletic training job opening let me know!