This weekend was one of those times were I was reminded how blessed I really am and that I am not doing this alone. I love my internship with the football team. It honestly is one of the best things I have ever done. I am learning a lot and getting so excited to run my own training room. It has been a great experience. Of course it has been hard and some days I come home and wonder why I am putting myself through this but other days I don't want to leave because I love it so much.
But I have been stressing recently about what to do come February and I am certified. Do I want to move away to another state and work in a high school? Do I want to find a small D II college and get a teacher's certificate while working as an ATC? Do I just want to work in a clinic for awhile until I figure it all out? Anyways, I have been thinking about it a lot and praying about it. Sunday I realized that I don't need to anymore. I just have to get to Christmas. I just need to graduate first. That is step one. Then, it doesn't really matter what happens next because I know it will be what the Lord wants. I will go where he wants me to go, regardless of if there is an NFL team there or not. :o) I will just be sad about it for awhile.
Another thing that I am blessed with is an amazing family who I know is always there for me. They love me unconditionally and they support me in everything I do. My parents have been great about helping me pay for school. They have been my biggest cheerleaders and I owe everything to them. My brothers are huge goofballs and they always know exactly what to say when I need someone to talk to. My sister and I have not always gotten along but I still love her and all of her craziness.
In the end, I don't deserve half of what I have and so I am trying to not take anything for granted. Count your blessings people because you are so blessed!
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