You have been warned, proceed with caution.
So the first week of work went great! I absolutely love my new job. I get along well with my co-workers and I think I am pretty good at what I do so, all in all, I am really happy with everything.
This week was really hard for me. It was a big adjustment to working, not only working but working so early in the morning! :) When I get home, I am so tired that all I want to do is sleep but it's the middle of the day and I have so much to do! Finally, today I sat down and made a schedule for myself of how everything is gonna go from here on out and hopefully that will work better.
I can't really concentrate on things either, like studying, because my mind wanders. Mostly I remember something and it hurts because that part of my life is over. I don't really know what to do with myself. I am really mad one minute and then really sad the next. I wish I could take back what happened but I can't and that hurts too. When I said I was fine, I lied. When I said that I was over it, I lied. I would like to be but I am not there yet. And I am pretty sure you aren't either. That is why this isn't working.
I miss you a lot.
Pray for my family, we need it! Thanks for listening to the whine session. It's over now, you may go.
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