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And no, I don't mean Ke$ha.

Buckle up folks, there is about to be some serious whinning going on up in here.

Yeah, I know that its been a while since I have updated. Mostly because I have like no time. I still love you guys. I just, you know, love sleeping more. I am SO busy. And I kinda love it. I really do. I love getting up at a reasonable hour (like not before 7...) and strolling into work at 9. I work with athletes all day long. Rehab, treatments, practice, insurance, paperwork. I am a legit real life athletic trainer. And I LOVE it! :) Seriously, there are parts of my day when I just have a big smile on my face because I am so happy.

And then there is the drama. Oh man there is drama. And it stresses me out. It just wipes that smile straight off my face. Those days I come home and cry and wonder what I got myself into. But then I remember the good parts and it makes it all better.

And there is always the best part of my day. Around the same time everyday, I see someone who never fails to brighten up my day. Hey, it's the little things right? I guess I will never change...

I really miss my family and I especially miss my grandma. I still can't believe she is gone. But I will be in Florida with my family before I know it and that is what is keeping me going each day. And school is just a thing a do once a week. It's just an afterthought. Athletic training is really what its all about.

Anyways, love you all and I really am still alive, just barely. :)