At The Beginning

Just like the song goes, "No one told me I was going to find you. Unexpected what you did to my heart..."

Throughout my short lifetime there have been many ups and downs in the dating department. But those experiences have thought me important lessons about myself and the world around me. Dating and looking for love is messy. It's hard. But I hear it's worth it.

I have spent some time with Jeff and Brittney this week because she had surgery on Tuesday so I have been going over to check on her and keep her company. They are knee deep in wedding plans and they are SO happy! I want what they have. I know its out there somewhere, just waiting for me.

I also spent time with Jenny and Lindsay this week. I am a family girl, what can I say? Seeing Jen be such a cute, very pregnant mommy and take care of Lindsay makes me want that too! When am I gonna get to have kids?? Yes, whinning has returned. Sorry. It still rears its ugly head every now and again...

Anyways, I am at the beginning of my life. The brink of my adulthood if you will. I will be 22 in a few short months which is crazy! It seems like last year I was turning 14 and going to stake dances. Where did my teenage years go? But regardless, my life lies in front of me and now is when I decide who I am, what I will be (check as of Monday - ATC!) and where I am going. Hopefully I choose well!